December 2011
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i wouldn't.
you say that you would go back and change all of this year, that you would change everything that you did, all the decisions you made. i wouldn’t i’m in a weird way glad that you did all this shit to me so it made me the person i am today. it made me a stronger and more aware person. it made me realize i’m not meant to be friends with people like you. i don’t want to change...
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Everday.
Everyday when i see you at school i cant help but think of what you have done to me. What pain you have caused me. And how it effects me still to this day. But do you care? No, you dont care that i wanted to kill myself because of the shit you and ur “best friend” put me through.
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Those late nights when all you do is think about...
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Do you get joy out of making me feel like shit?
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Alternatives!
My therapist told me if i ever feel the need to cut i should either hold an ice cube in each hand until i cant anymore or snap a rubber band on my wrist. Please use these if you feel like you ever need to cut. The ice cube one is my favorite. But rubber band helps through out the day at school:)
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Those nigts...
I had One of those nights tonight. Those kind of nights where you cry non-stop for a good hour straight but cant find a reason why…yeah, i had a bad melt down tonight.