February 2012
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SJZ
my best friend told me that she’s most likely switching schools…i don’t know what to do, i literally will have no one to talk to at school. she was the only reason why i still go to this school. she’s my best friend the one i can give one look to and she knows something is wrong. she can tell by the sound in my voice. she knows how to cheer me up. what the hell am i...
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Relapse.
I Broke tonight, after 3 months of being clean.
January 2012
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You don't understand that it takes some people...
just accept this fact and move on and stop laughing at me.
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i want to cut. i want to cut. i want to cut.
my life took a dramatic downfall today. i don’t want to be here.
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December 2011
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i wouldn't.
you say that you would go back and change all of this year, that you would change everything that you did, all the decisions you made. i wouldn’t i’m in a weird way glad that you did all this shit to me so it made me the person i am today. it made me a stronger and more aware person. it made me realize i’m not meant to be friends with people like you. i don’t want to change...
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Everday.
Everyday when i see you at school i cant help but think of what you have done to me. What pain you have caused me. And how it effects me still to this day. But do you care? No, you dont care that i wanted to kill myself because of the shit you and ur “best friend” put me through.
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Those late nights when all you do is think about...
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Do you get joy out of making me feel like shit?
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Alternatives!
My therapist told me if i ever feel the need to cut i should either hold an ice cube in each hand until i cant anymore or snap a rubber band on my wrist. Please use these if you feel like you ever need to cut. The ice cube one is my favorite. But rubber band helps through out the day at school:)
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Those nigts...
I had One of those nights tonight. Those kind of nights where you cry non-stop for a good hour straight but cant find a reason why…yeah, i had a bad melt down tonight.
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You actually make me laugh, you’re such a hypocrite it is unbelieveable. Everything you are saying about drama and people not confronting and just talking behind others backs… Describes you completely. Dumb ass bitch.
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I can't wait for karma to smack you in the face....
Just wait, it will hit you.
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November 2011
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you're so fucking stupid.
i swear you think i don’t have ears or something..? i can hear you say my name and laugh when i walk by…stupid bitches.
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difference.
what people don’t realize is that there’s a difference between being sad and being depressed.
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when I see you...
when i see you in the hallway at school ya know what i want to do?? i actually want to go up and beat the shit out of you and bitch you out. you’ll try to deny what im yelling at you. but you know its true. you know you ruined my life. and you’re gunna pay bitch.
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you don't know how bad i want to go beat your ass.
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this is it.
every day when you’d make my life miserable at school. you know what i’d go home to..my brother cutting downstairs, because his friend committed suicide. his other friend got rapped, and does drugs, my brother is taking anti-depressent pills for the last year. my mom drinking, as usual, every night that she does drink a whole 2 bottles of wine. my dad out on another trip, every week....
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others.
what they don’t understand is i have other things going on in my family and in my life. i have other shit to deal with along with the drama and bitching you bring to me.