Office by Alex Penny
society is fucked. judgment is fucked. life is fucked.
today was hell…my best friend attempted suicide and is currently in the hospital…my mom told me my aunt has breast cancer…and my “friend” is mad at me for something she did to me…fuck life…i hate this.
after who knows how many months after i ended this friendship..just the other day you comment on a photo of me and the other ex-best friend and say (name of friend) is cute, that THING isn’t. like honestly who the fuck are you to still be saying shit like that this long after..just shows how immature you are and you need to learn to grow the fuck up!
maldicaodoponei: You are beautiful, no matter what they say. Words can't bring you down, so don't you let them bring you down today <3
Well thank you, this truely means a lot to me:) and i do try so hard every day to try and look past everything but like they say it’s easier said than done.
you just said that i don’t realize what i did to you…what the hell did i do to you? makeout with your ex-boyfriend AFTER you broke up is all i can think of. lets see what you did to me..make a hate table, start a revolution against me, call me a slut, whore, bitch, cunt, skank, ho, backstabber, rumor starter..hmm look who’s starting the rumors now?! i did nothing but one thing to you and her and you think i ruined everything? and u get pissed at me saying i keep telling people its your fault..sucks to suck but it is fucking your fault, i wanted to kill myself because of you two. you don’t realize it do you? and yet 8 months later you’re STILL telling people not to hang out with me..what the fuck does that say about you? oh and one more thing all the trauma you put me through made me so emotionally unstable that i have a therapist now. fuck you and just realize that you did all this shit to me. i did nothing.
Life is too fragile to take advantage of.
so powerful.
my mom is an alcoholic, and has been one for a while. she keeps saying she will stop, she’s only been drinking more, not less.
my best friend told me that she’s most likely switching schools…i don’t know what to do, i literally will have no one to talk to at school. she was the only reason why i still go to this school. she’s my best friend the one i can give one look to and she knows something is wrong. she can tell by the sound in my voice. she knows how to cheer me up. what the hell am i supposed to do with her gone…?
I Broke tonight, after 3 months of being clean.
just accept this fact and move on and stop laughing at me.
